I'm having hard time coping with conflict within myself. Its unsettling when I honestly don't know how I feel about some things. Or in my current state, everything.
Content - I still live with my amazingly great roommate and I love her forever.
Lonely - I haven't spent more than 15 minutes of quality time with my roommate since the 12th.
Content - My dog is spectacularly wonderful and I love her so much.
Lonely - I haven't gotten to spend much time with my dog cause I'm running around busy all the time.
Content - I'm mostly busy enough to keep me distracted from dwelling on my last relationship, how it ended, and how I'm trying to be best friends with him again.
Lonely - My ex / best friend has moved on from our relationship and I haven't.
Content - The little boys I nanny are precious and I get to take naps at work.
Lonely - I don't have a job where I get to meet new people or make enough money to live on.
Lonely - I spend most of my weeknights doing homework by myself because no one will come out to my house and both of my roommates have graduated.
Lonely - I'm a thoroughly socially dependent person and I have very few social engagements anymore.
Lonely - I'm chemically imbalanced, anxious, and depressed... and my counselor's office hours don't allow me to see him this semester.
What's a girl to do??
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